Ordinary Friday :: 17Sept

Look at the calendar
And it's already mid of September
Already a month that I've come back frm Melbourne
And I just wish to dream on till the end of this month
Less than two weeks for me to do so.

I thought it was so ordinary
But it is not.
Things been so bad in my family
I wonder, what relationship are we in the past?
It was that causing us not having a good daughter-mother relationship now
"Dont talk to me" she claimed.

I'll do as I mentioned
When I can afford myself
I'll definitely move out of this house
I swear!

也許
我和這家人的緣分
就盡是如此

I'm just a failure in managing relationship
All kinds of relationship
Family, Friends, and my ♥

Ya..I know it's my fault
I just dont understand
Can you just leave those things and let me do it my own way?
Then for sure you'll say
You think you are living your own?
=.=

So.. ok
I'll afford myself and find a way to live my own
Outside.. not at this house with my family.
Ya.. friends are always more important for me
Not my family.
That is what you always say!

Whenever you scolded me
Definitely I will fight back
But today I didnt
And then you asked me :"are you dumb?why are u not talking?"
And then you said I'm ignoring you. "Am I talking to the wall or something?"
I can tell you that I'm not
But I just choose to be silent. And my heart bleeds.

sighs*
I hate my family!!