Malaysia Day ::

This is the first year ever our country declare today as Malaysia Day
Congratulations to all citizens - Another public holiday we have

*I'm not too sure about 1Malaysia though
haha!

Yay! My laptop seems revived!
And with the brand new os Windows7
Thanks to my ♥ :D

I had a very nice day spent with him
Yesterday right after his work
I went to meet him up and porridge was our lunch
^^

*the one in Jalan Pudu whr I tried once with my uncle
NICE

Not only my laptop but also ♥'s laptop
A brand new LCD screen
*luckily it is still under warranty :p

Being together with someone you ♥ is just simply happy
The happiness you felt is way to hard for me to describe with words
Spending time together is just more than enough
Need not to have activities
Cuddle up together in the sofa enjoying movie
bla~~ such a cozy feeling ♥

I just wouldnt get bored even you are on a meeting
Well, I just do my own things without disturbing you
Sooner or later you'll come to me..
wont ya? :p

Things got worse today
Till now, I'm really not sure if i have lost the pendant
Although you say this is the spare one
But why is thr a spare one? Did I really lost it or this was the one that I was actually wearing all the while?
The feeling was so bad really really bad
As though I've lost something that is really really precious to me
I know you dont like it when I cry
So I tried to control my tears today, but it just feel so bad
:(

Hmm..so many things bothering me
Sometimes knowing things are really suffering
When you said that this was the spare one
I was happy. Cause I know you bought two.
But think about it, if this was the one I was wearing all the while
I felt so sad.
But I know this is all past, I shouldnt have mentioned or say it.

When I get to know about it
I still make fun of myself saying
"Oh..so it's actually a dispersed investment"
sighs*

I know I ♥ you so much
that
I wanted you so much
since almost a year ago?

But seriously
I always wonder
I felt so insecure with our relationship
As though it's gonna end anytime
*touchwood =\

That is why I walked away
I couldnt stand it when you make fun of this
You were saying
"Oh..I didnt know it will be so fast this time"
"What??!" I asked
and then you said "ended so fast"
and "over" was the word you said

What comes on my mind right away hearing u saying that was
"So this is wat you are hoping always?"
Tears tumbling and I walked away
Ran into the washroom and broken down for minutes
sighs*

Really
there are so many kinds of feelings I'm feeling
Sometimes, I know I'm silly
But that's just the way I am
I'm trying really hard to make it work this time
I hope you will as well do the same
and not only hoping it works this time.
Not just words but by action
=\

I'm not asking anything from you at all
Just hoping both of us are having the same feelings to each other

And I heard you say
"I ♥ you......" follow up by "Ferrero Rocher"
=.=

ish!
:p

Oh so silly~!
Just a small little word :: action :: bla bla bla
Happiness there is for me
♥

Come what may
I will ♥ you until the end of time