contradictions

Awww.. why does it has to be so much of contradictions??
In the past weeks
I've been telling myself :-
"It's ok.. just move on my life and everything will be fine."

But why am I feeling so different yesterday?
I want him so much to the extend I feel like committing myself into a stable relationship
OMG =.=

Is that me?urgh!!
Ok..no pressuring!
Love is not about having it all by yourself.
You have to take care of the feelings of others.
Does he/she feels the same for u?
As if you feel he/she doesnt,
why not just get over it and then move on?

Oh com'on!!
How long has it been??
I dont like the feeling of ON and OFF
Yes I admit.
Sometimes I really do like it.
No couple but feels like it.
But somehow it is not as good as it is seen.

Can I please be very sure and get a solution to this matter?
sighs*