It's Holiday

Chinese New Year is approaching :D
therefore, I'm back at home
No longer staying in hostel
*temporarily - for two weeks ONLY*
T_T

In two weeks time
:: many changes ::

things happened just in a few minutes
less than half an hour.
Since decision is made, that's the way.

Things changed
but somehow in a way
It's still the same.

至少我知道
對你的感覺還是一樣的

心的傷還有一些不要緊
我接受你的決定
其實也是我們的決定
:)

I'll make myself a better person
so that it's a better me that you will see next time
:D

*update more often soon*

Cant wait for the dawn
I miss you so that
I wanna meet you so soon

But I dont think you feel the same as I do.
Maybe you did
just that you are not good in showing your feelings to others
maybe~ who knows.

時間能不能不要把習慣換了？
傷口能不能不愈合？
能不能不要撤銷我再想你的資格？

宿舍放假咯！

在宿舍裏的日子
已經過了一個星期了
還好這個weekend有得放假

本想說放假了
可以出去和家人朋友聚一聚
結果只和家人聚會咯
因爲阿姨和舅舅都從Melbourne回來了

下一個星期就沒有得回家了
因爲宣傳即將開跑咯
宣傳片都錄音/拍攝過了
化妝課業上過咯
聲樂課也開始了~
所以
第一個星期
也算是過了
一個星期充實的生活

其實
第一個星期還好
因爲也有好多的自由時間
我甚至還出去做gym
:P
*hohoho*

接下來的星期就應該沒有那麽多自由時間了
因爲27Jan2010 就是我們top12的記者招待會咯！
而在28Jan2010 and 29Jan2010
就會上 8TV 的《八八六十事》

宣傳也將會在星期六和星期日開跑咯！
說了這麽久
我看應該有人還是blur blur 的吧？
再次告訴大家
我參加了今年的《終極天團》哦！
也成功的殺入了12強 :)
所以一定要鎖定8tv支持我的組合哦！

說囘我的宣傳時間吧！
第一站 30Jan Johor - Kulai IOI Mall 1pm
第二站 30Jan Johor - Batu Pahat Mall 6pm
第三站 31Jan Melaka - Mahkota Parade 1pm
第四站 31Jan Negeri Sembilan - Seremban Parade 7pm
第五站 6Feb Pahang - Kuantan Berjaya Megamall 2pm
第六站 7Feb KL - Berjaya TimeSquare 2pm

暫時知道的行程就是這樣
所以你們一定要支持我的組合哦！
:D

再回到一些些我私人的生活update吧
好想告訴你
你總是能夠讓我的心情起伏超大的

也只想跟你說
“又不是我邀請你來
只是你自己闖入了我的世界”

我可以要求你做一件事嗎？
很簡單
只要每天晚上12點
想我一次就好
我就會覺得很幸福了
XD

*shiawase ne~~*
♥

Days in the hostel

Hello Guys~ :D
Well, it's been some days that I haven't come online.

Basically, I went out on Friday to Sg.Wang for Karaoke Session
With some new friends which sing well~ :D

hmm..Saturday was the last day where I have full freedom
Because I moved in to the hostel yesterday (Sunday)
Wonder what hostel?
Actually I participated in a chinese singing competition where it is also a TV program which will be shown on 8TV soon :D
named Ultimate Power Group 终极天团 2010
Us - the top12 has moved in to the hostel.

Kindly log on to http://www.8tv.com.my/ultimatepowergroup/
and you can get to know us more

I'll only get our group names later by today
So do stay tune yea :D
Later on we will have road shows at different states too
:D

Everyhing was doing fine in hostel for the first two days.
Except for without internet connection. =\
But i'm lucky enough that there are other contestants who brought their laptop along
So i'm able to spare some time here updating my blog.
*thank you for sharing*

But anyway, people, do not worry about me
I'll take care of myself well :)
I'll miss everyone for sure~

Anyway,
You just have to support
=p
and that's it.

Sounds a little demanding yea?hehe xD
but thanks alot for those who support.
:D

Stay tune yea~
log on http://www.8tv.com.my/ultimatepowergroup/
for more :D

updates of the week

Well basically,
my previous post was written at some people's desktop
:)

Early in the morning
I went to take LRT
just to meet someone special~
And I just wanna say it here
"Meeting you in the morning made my day" - ♥

Well then,
I went back home and at night I went to walk around at Pasar Malam
bought quite alot of things lor
hehe xD

hmm..and then here come Tuesday
and I went for shooting at a night club
It was the film produced by Blackbox Pictures
titled 《大耳窿》

the cast was from Hong Kong
presents you

Irene 溫碧霞


Sam Lee 李燦森


unfortunately I didnt
had a photo with 張兆煇 =\

Well, I know a few new friends there

Janice, Jorene, me and Angie
:D

great experience but it's really tiring
=S

Well then,
I suppose to have another day of shooting on Wednesday
but then it cancelled
so i stayed home and at night went to yumcha
with a friend which I havent met him for months!
Knew him since my internship
Although I wasnt working with the drama they shoot
but fate brought us together
we were quite close and yea, we had quite alot of topic to chit chat with
:D

If it wasnt the “無聲抗議" i think our yumcha session will be longer?
aite~
LOL no worries
we shall meet up more often!

hmm..and today
I went back Seremban
for the Beef Noodle
:D
hmm..but also visiting my grandma and aunt
and am now just got back from Pasar Malam and yumcha session with my darl
mwah mwah mwah!

Tomorrow i'm gonna tidy up my room
pack my stuff and also go for facial~
and then outing?
mm-hmm~
so i better go get some rest earlier~

jiayou jiayou jiayou!

*j.i.m.u.i.s*

hmm..some people may wonder what's jimuis?
well basically it means "sisters"

but why this title?
hmm
after another semester, we had another gathering
which is again a one whole long day for four of us
although my beloved laopo joined us for the yumcha session only =\
but you missed many things lor
wahaha~! that's the punishment of being late~

hmm again, there's never ending for our chit chat
and congratz to teng~
she has all the planning~!
*well, you know wat i'm saying hor?

mm-hmm
happy to say that we still are so close after four years
but sad to say that we all are now graduated
time for us to meet is getting lesser
but then, i stil have to say that
We shall meet up more often~!

wakaka~!!
hmm..be a little serious and emotional here
*clear throat*

Thanks for being there for me whenever i needed you gals
<3
mwah!
*hugs*

ending of weekdays

yea..it's Friday
well, i should say it's Saturday "early" morning

hmm..i just got back home not long ago after going out this afternoon
for a photo shooting @ Sunway Pyramid

It was a delay and everything delayed

and it was Friday
the usual jam is being +++
therefore I was late

and I implicated others
=\
*sighs*

hmm..
I felt really guilty
argh~
I dont know what am I thinking
=\

hmm..
=S
urgh~~

幸福
就真的只是一瞬間？
好不肯定的感覺
到底是怎樣？
=\

如果愛你是對自己的一種傷害
就讓我繼續受傷
越傷越深

你的每一句説話
都會觸動我心情

本來很快樂的心情
也將因爲你的心情不好而憂鬱起來
也或許
本來很憂鬱的心情
也將因爲你的一小舉動而樂在其中

應該說自己容易滿足嗎？
從前，是有人怎麽說過
"子欣,你超容易滿足的咧~ 笑點好低哦~ 一點點就笑,白癡噢你？"

笑點低其實也不坏啊
至少不會愁眉苦臉的
不過
我還是會多愁善感
=\
換言之
我的哭點也很低啦~
也可以說
心情的起伏會很大
=\

aa~~!
你就不要這樣爲難我啦
趕快心情好起來~！
:D

我會盡量控制自己不去亂亂想
不然一定會很討人嚴
=\

安安
*tomorrow waking up @ 5am
=.=

Happy New Year 2010

First of all, again I abandoned my blog~
Due to the reason of busy life style and the previous internet interuption

Well, I would like to apologize to all of you who read my blog
:(

hmm...and the first post when i wrote after so long is a eMo post
=\
sorry sorry sorry

hmm..anyway,
just a short update of my life

Finally tomorrow is the day
for my image making of Ultimate Power Group
*oh ya, i never mentioned anything here yet
hmm..i've made it to the top12 of the singing competition by 8TV
which is called Ultimate Power Group 終極天團
:D

mm hmm..
I'm gonna sleep early today
as it's a long day tomorrow
healthy lifestyle starts two days before
and it shall continues
:D

I wanna go out with my friends before i got into the hostel
but i'm actually grounded
=\
hmm anyway i think that's all for today

and also my sisters who is always there to support me
for supporting my decisions
hehe XD

but i was too afraid to make any decisions
hope it's not the wrong one

愛錯我也不放
痛就痛道難忘
恨又怎樣
為你全世界
都敢反抗

複雜化

2009年12月30號的淩晨
任何的東西
都複雜化了

還以爲
會是新的開始
原來一切都是我
自做多情

到頭來發現
原來我誰也不是

從來
對你來說
我只是個
路過的熟悉陌生人

基本上
愛
應該是獨立存在的吧
而且
真正的愛應該是不求回報的吧

雖然大家都希望我幸福
而我也覺得我有了那麽一丁點的幸福
但是幸福往往就是短暫的
只有那麽一瞬間
一眨眼就消失了

我要的愛
其實並沒有那麽複雜
爲什麽像是童話
無法實現？

愛一個人
真的好累
不過
放棄愛一個人
更難

然而
我.還.是.想.愛.你

d.e.c.i.d.e.d

Decision made
It's been really hard for me..
I dont know whether is this right

I wondered for a long time.
But no one knows about this
only some knows

and it's getting stronger.

The wonder kinda feeling has been so strong recently
I dont understand
Is it worth waiting?
Is it worth liking?
Is it worth worrying?
Is it worth......

Well, there is no answer to all this
Because there is no such thing as "worth it or not"
If you really like someone

But why am I wondering?
It is only when you dont feel the same way as before
Or when
you dont feel how he/she feels for you
after he/she knows how you feel for him/her
Your feeling starts to be unstable
You'll start to question yourself
many questions popping out

I've decided,
let it be
this is the best way
I guess.

But then
Am I not acting this way as before?
I've already let it be for such long time
Until now...
I really dont know what should I do

I've done what I can/should do
and now what's left to do is....
I'm really not sure what else can i do
Do you know what should I do now?
Can you at least let me know?

You ought to know how I feel now
=\


That is why
I've decided.

I think
*______* - fill in the blanks with my thoughts
should be the best way.

:)

Shooting Friday @ E.X. Taekwondo Academy

Since morning till night
Whole day we stayed at E.X Taekwondo Academy

Thanks to Keith Tan Kok Keong for sponsoring the venue
for our TV news production and TVC production
:)

Hmm..as a return, let me do some publicity for you~
People who are interested do log on

E.X Taekwondo Academy

Training Emphasizes :

· Basic Combat Techniques
· Sparring Competition Techniques
· Fitness Training
· Leadership Training
· Disciplinary and Self Confidence
· Basic Human Anatomy that is vulnerable to attacks
· Focus Training ( Amount of Students in class will be controled )

:)

An ordinary Ladies Night

I was suppose to stay home for assignments
but then again I went out

But not at late night,
Just from afternoon til night.

Supposingly,
I wanted watch The Fourth Kind
but I guess it's not in Cinema anymore
=\

hmm..so then we just went for tea @ KTZ SS2
then Summer has dance practise
so we just sit in some empty classroom to chit chat

It's really glad meeting you
We both agree to this rite?
hehe xD
*hugs* to my dear Daughter - Lily
♥

Take care of yourself ar~
muacks

weekdays

*monday*
Shooting for Tropicana Twister TVC
-Failed as it rains whole day
and My shoes are so dirty now!
mud mud mud mud mud!!
u.r.g.h!
Get paid + know some new friends
:)

*tuesday*
it was the longest day in uni of all weekdays
early morning
I went for class
It's been awhile, it seems i'm not familiar with this class at all
=.=
this proves that i've been skipping class very frequently

Then,when it was about 430pm
I planned to go for movie at 450pm
but my class havent end until 515pm
==

wth..
Luckily we and rainnie went out earlier
ish!

But still,
I was late for movie.
It was the first time I didnt scare watching horror film
*phobia2* was the movie watched

Somehow, I realized that
Horror films arent scary at all,
if you are watching it with different mood and in different perspective

The whole day I acted really weird
and then we went for a SQ talk
well, learnt alot
It makes me think more
=\

but isnt that i'm thinking so much recently?
=.=

u.r.g.h!

*wednesday*
just past
It was my daddy's chinese 60th Birthday
:)

hmm..just one class today
I went to watch a weird film
"Blue Velvet" the name
by David Lynch
a Surrealist film which
just one word
u.r.g.h!

bahhhhhhh~!
mood swinging!!

Taekwondo Sparring Competition 15Nov2009

It was a Sunday morning
Where me and mumusan woke up early in 7am

Actually we were suppose to wake at 6am
=.=

oops!

hmm..luckily
we found our way to the hall
at Putrajaya Presint11
:)

So smart lar me~
hoho!!

Taekwondo Tournament is scary
Of course
It is healthy in a way
but still,
there were injuries at all times
=\

Anyway,
to all taekwondo players
All the best!

*photos*
Briefing before competition


Coaches


Hiah!

MoneyKing 商业大亨嘉年华歌唱比赛 14Nov2009

It's was a small singing competition in TimeSquare
Just participate to gain experiences
:)

haha~
No more stage fright
Well, basically
I guess what cause the stage fright is the pressure you gave to urself
=\

hmm..
I have no pressure at all
because
I've chosen the right song to sing
:)

Although i wasnt the winner,
but I've tried my best
:)

What a Movie Day - 13Nov2009

The first time ever
17 of us
Including
me, katoonboy, mumusan, poison, summer, nicholas, george, chengcheng, chinchin, nicole, alex, cathy, pauline, arnold, ryan, leon, and hemin

*i wasnt in the picture*
:(

Watching 2012
:p


Wondered how we got such nice place?
and it's like the second day just after it released?
haha~!

Very easy~~
I purchased it online the day before
LOL!

HanXing College Production - 《無底洞》MV Copy

As I was asked to help out
hmm
Since i'm free
so i helped out
:)

hmm..
She - Nicole

was the director

She - Ally

was the associate director

She - Nicky

was the DOP

He - Elwin

was the DOP

He - Alston

was the wardrobe

He - Linda

was the props

casts
He - Eugene

was stranger

me - Yean

was - her

hahaha!

hmm..
apologize to the other crew members
as i didnt really get to know all of u
=\

hmm hmm
but yea..It was great working together
:)

hmm hmm..
3 days of shooting and it finally ended
and the end product is now here~

The Leaf Production presents you~
Tanya - 無底洞 *copy*


:)

the original one


how was it?
Well, you can always go to my facebook page
I've shared the links too!
of
the one I acted and the original one~
:)

do leave comments yea :p

All the Best!

*check out more photos on facebook*
=]
*trying to upload~!

My Young Star Search 2009 Semifinal 8Nov2009

The top8 finalist!!

Congratulation to Nicole, Vivian, Jess, Eugene, Desmond, Will, Ryan, and Joe
♥

On the semi final day,
I wasnt an ordinary former contestant
haha!

I went for shooting
:)

Quite cool ler
LOL

Interviewing JianYi laoshi


Jiayou lar, mates~!