h.e.l.l

I'm in h.e.l.l
I'd rather d.i.e

who the hell deserves to take my life away?
NO ONE

not even myself

but everything was so sudden
and all shits happen this week

It's so F.U.C.K.I.N.G $%&#$@!#
wat the hell?!!

e.m.o

b.r.e.a.k

I t.h.o.u.g.h.t
we werent the right one for each other
yea..we were not meant for each other

I knew it earlier


I t.h.o.u.g.h.t
I've make it through
I don't need you anymore

But I actually need you


I t.h.o.u.g.h.t
It's ok
it's been a month

But it's actually not ok


I t.h.o.u.g.h.t
We would stay as how we used to be
and I dont mind it

But am I actually too silly?


I t.h.o.u.g.h.t
I wouldnt want to bother your life

But I would like to know more about you


I t.h.o.u.g.h.t
Your actions nor sayings wouldnt bother me
Why would I mind the things you wrote?

But it actually hurts
deep in my heart


I t.h.o.u.g.h.t
It wouldnt bother me
I thought I'm able to cope with anything
but when I read it,
It felt like something stabbed into my heart


I dont know who are you implying in that
and
I'm hurt d.e.e.p.l.y


I guess it's time to move on
but I'd rather fall into d.a.r.k.n.e.s.s

I t.h.o.u.g.h.t
I shall fall asLeep eternally



I wouldnt wanna wake up
It's an e.t.e.r.n.a.l sleep
Unless he wakes me up

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調味品.陪襯品

一開始
我以爲
我是
調味品

我相信
我應該真的是
因爲
我確實為你的生活
增添了不少 spices

終于
我累了

想念的心
淡了

留下我
沒有任何對白

曾經執著
又能怎樣？

喜歡只是一種感覺

這
不是愛

其實
到最後
我只能是
陪.襯.品

Autobots VS Decepticons

Transformers II : Revenge of The Fallen



directed by Michael Bay
starring Shia LaBeouf and Megan Fox

The Official Trailer


Transformers II official site

---------------------------------------------

Undeniable
Great.CooL

The movie I've waited for so long~
Finally I watched it last night
yay~ ♥

and guess wat??can you imagine..
EIGHT halls were airing the same film at the same time
wth
LOL!

and the traffic and crowd was crazy
=.=

and imagine that we gotta get couple seats
*o.0*
and almost every halls are FULL

hmm..but something disappoint me last night
The movie started 45mins late!!
ish~!

It was a 12.15am movie and it started almost 1am..
and it's a 2.30hours film

I know lar..many people..
BUT still
45mins late is really...
RIDICULOUS

But the good thing about the film is so much more~
so i dont mind waiting lar..
hehe xD

and I'm back to an "ORDINARY stupid audience"
which always watch movies for granted,
amazed by every lil thing in the movie~
♥

Why do I say so?
As I study film mar..
so every film I watched, I somehow analyze it..
Well, every film students does lar..
It's normal..

*so it's actually no fun watching movie with me cause I critisize ALOT*
hahaha~!!

do i?
not really also lar
xD

and I'm home around 445am..
OMG!

and I slept only 2hours
got up and headed to lecture

damn sucky rite?
Saturday still need to attend lectures
=.=

till now I havent taken a nap yet
wah..so geng huh?
LOL

I think that's the end of this..

lastly..
Hmm..Will there be Transformers III??

hoho!!
♥

RIP Michael Jackson

Jun 25, 2009
On the Sad morning of June 25, 2009 Michael Jackson was discovered collapsed at his rental home in Los Angeles. 911 emergency services responded promptly at 12:21 pm Pacific time arriving at 12:30 pm to find Michael unconscious and not breathing. He was rushed to the UCLA Medical Center and after a brief slip into a coma Michael was pronounced dead at 2:26pm; the cause reported as cardiac arrest. THE Los Angeles Police Department has opened an investigation and an autopsy is scheduled for Friday, June 26, 2009.

Michael lived a very colourful life and during a short 50 years he made an indelible mark on the planet Earth. Whether or not you are a fan there is nobody who can deny his impact and the memory of him which will persist in all of us indefinitely. Spread the word of Michael Jackson’s legacy and make sure everyone will always remember.

It was really a shocking news when I heard it on radio.
:(

Michael, May you Rest In Peace
♥

t.o.d.a.y

First of all..
sorry people..
haha xD

it's like a sudden of so many updates yea?
hehe xD

anyway
it's because i've finished arranging my photo gallery
hehe xD

hmm..
so..check out my recent updates lo
hehe xD

hmm..
lets see..
today did nothing much
but hoho!
Look~!

I'm cooking dinner
hehe xD

and yea..
it's my cousin sis's birthday
another 30mins will end
haha

so yea..
Happy Birthday!!
♥

and also..
I'm waiting for some people to pick me up for
transformers!!
♥

wakakka!
Will share with you all how was it after I watched oki?
♥

cant wait cant wait..
but..hmm..where's he??
and i'm having class tomorrow @ 8am..
oops..
mommy making noise liao
but once in a while lar..yea?hor?
♥

mm....hehehe xD


and also my piano exam is approaching..
Please..
I must make it..
:(

a good news frm Joann today
wow..
might be going Redang sumwhere mid of July
ahhaaha!

vacations vacations~
planning planning
and i'm going to Alor Setar and Penang sumwhere end of August
yay~

plus might be going Melbourne next year
hohoho!!
yay~

Vacations~
♥

Well..i guess that's it..
hmm..where are you~~
almost 12am lo

transformers~~
I don't wanna go in late~
=|

First Shisha Session Ever

Yea..It was my first time trying out s.h.i.s.h.a
:)

23 June 09 @ Piccadily Seksyen14
but..
hmm..
i felt it nothing special
Just kinda like playing with smokes
kakaka xD

tadaa~

Hair Cut by Alex and SoOn @ Bianco

Yay~
I've got my new Hair cut by Alex and Soonz
Muackz

thx o~
♥

Let you guys have a look on my new hair

Start lo


Lets see...


hmm..it's ok to cut like this hor?


trim trim trim

Tadaa~~


Look like m.u.s.h.r.o.o.m hor
♥

Father's Day 09

hey people!

I know it's an expired post..
but just to share with you all
wat had happen on the father's day 09

I got an email from Spotlite to go for an interview for TeenIdol09
at Sg.Wang 6th Floor T-Hop
So I went lo
but it sucks lar..

I dunno wat to do lo~
Didnt perform well..
haiz~
It's over..let it be
:)

and then I went for shopping again..
wakakaka

In I-Socks..
wah..like this cost me RM50 liao

hmm..
not cheap not cheap..

see..jadi VIP pulak~

haha!

and we've got present for daddy
wakaka

Famous Amos Cookies~


and after that I went back to home..
waiting for everyone to be home and go for dinner with daddy
@ Puchong 真不同 Zen's Chinese Cuisine Buffet~
See~

It only cost rm28.80++ per pax!
Cheap hor??
hehehe xD

eat all u can~!

Everyone..
but my lil bro is not in as he is the cameraman~


and here's mommy and daddy~

xD

again..
Happy Father's Day..
Wish you have a healthy and happy life
♥ daddy ♥

Police Report

Bad Luck

My brother's Honda Jazz got scratch!!
By a Proton Saga Sedan!!
It's only 2 months old car..
:(

plus the driver hit and run...

and worse
it's kinda scary..
As when my brother ask him to stop aside

he took an instrument out of his window
which my brother claims that it is the thing use to loosen the tires.

So end up we people encourage my bro to report police lo
although it's just some scratch..
but still sad lar..
2 months old only wor..

and Funny lo..
I have to type the report all by myself
=.=

and summore
I gotta go collect on another day one wor..
hmm..
so today I went to collect lo
Still need to pay RM2 for a less than 100 words report..
=.=

Recce @ Segari

hmm..wonder what does recce means?
well..i guess production people understand it

Yea..it actually means Location Survey in a simpler word
Well, why would i have to go for recce at Segari?

It's for our final year project - Documentary Shooting
We are shooting turtles~

and at Segari, Perak has a breeding centre as well as turtle landing to lay eggs~
so we went for a recce on last friday 19June09

Producer and the Associate Producer


Director


Location

Pusat Penetasan Penyu


Turtle




babies


beaches

Lunch

Whats this?
hahaha~
Sugin says it's bird nest~
lol


our fruit juice which made a "traffic light"


Hopefully everything will go well next week which is our production week
♥
-end-

In uNi life...

Too Bored in Lecture....


again..We've watched another 2 movies for film studies
Firstly
我的父親母親 The Road Home

a typical romantic drama by Zhang YiMou
starring Zhang ZiYi

next
another weird movie
The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari

It's a Black and White SILENCE movie..
meaning it's no dialogue,just with background music and all dialogue was written.
produce in the year of 1921
*German Expressionism*

Check the typo on the tee~
hehe xD

Toyota VIOS

bye bye~~
the Old Car which aged 15 years old
Proton Wira


look at this~

no idea wat izit??
hmm

a closer look..


it was a "tooth print"
hahah xD

remember when i was still a kid,
and there was once my mom made an emergency break..
and that was how the tooth print came~
hehe xD

now no more lu~
and here..
It's the brand new Toyota Vios

Welcome to our family~

你知道我在等你们分手吗?

未妒忌 别妒忌

我很关心你跟她相处得称心吗 没任何冲突吗
不过 不过 想补充一句
白:(我哋开头都系咁噶啦!)
如果她有福气

未妒忌 别妒忌
让我暂时地祝贺你
等你分离 随时准备
谁人来残酷报喜

知你无本心 有日到她死心
我未会灰心 不怕受过的教训
愿意在呆等 不忠爱人
回头负你责任

知你 曾花心 爱着你很惊心
却又觉开心 得我愿意受你所困
我为何肯 等个旧人
谁叫我 不甘心
等到怕了都等

等等等还等
忍忍忍仍忍

我很清楚你的家
她可知那梳化 是共谁选择吗
可笑 可怕 只敢想一下
白:(可能你会翻来呢...)
如她给你抛弃

别顾忌 别顾忌
尚有笨人在等待你

等你 分离 又再一起
犹如轮班去就你

知你无本心 有日到她死心
我未会灰心 不怕受过的教训
愿意在呆等
不忠爱人 回头负你责任
知你曾花心 爱着你很惊心
却又觉开心 得我愿意受你所困
我为何肯 等个旧人
还错过 多少的 亲吻

内疚地 耐心地
静盼爱反悔的你
你似是和她 朝晚未离
我也有信心等你

等你
寻开心 最后变出伤心
我便会开心 可以又再被你幽禁
我为何肯 等个旧人
谁叫我 不甘心
等你老了都等

即使终于与她
成亲

S.I.C.K-ed

It's been few days
ON and OFF

don worry not
"LOVE-sick"
hahaha!

no mood to joke..
tissues every where
=.=

stupid flu..

Please go away..

Why izit so happy to be with me huh?
=.=

i'm s.i.c.k-ed

Night Out @ Poppy Garden 13June09

It was the most boring session ever in Poppy
and YES I'm TOTALLY sober throughout the nite
haha!

hmm..guess wat?
I just drank a SIP
=.=

Too busy walking around
looking for people
and stuff

hmm..
Well
luckily I've got my darl with me..
we both syok sendiri dancing whole night
haha!

hmm..It was suppose to be this babyboy's birthday celebration
but whole nite tak tau dia kat mana tu?

and worse..
Darl, you and me know la har?
no need to mention here lar..
later people say I "jerres"
or some PEOPLE "misunderstand"
haha! ♥

*ada orang tak tau buat aje thruout the whole nite
*tak layan layan pun~*

ahaha
you got it darl?LOL

hmm..
let me share you guys some photos bah
:)

me and my darl~♥




mua mua
this was after how many attempts?
haha
I remembered we keep trying for the best angle~
hehe xD

some group shots



Birthday boy with his frens and daddy at the side
haha
*check the hand*


me and babyboy - birthday boy
*luckily still manage to take the ONE and ONLY pic lo*
*sniff sniff*

and this is when the birthday boy goes....
tipsy and drunk

lastly

puke
haha!

and it was around 2am plus
I reached home @ 3am
=.=

So early....
check out more photos in FB
:) ♥
-end-

back to the days without mommy

hmm..curious?
Where my mommy went?

Yea..she went for VACATION
in Chiang Mai, Thailand
for four days frm Thursday to Sunday

Well
Days without mommy

day1
It was the busiest day in Uni
luckily I don't have much house chores to do
at nite when daddy's home
We went food court for dinner
:)

day2
I did some of the house chores lar
cause it was the off day frm uni
*every friday ♥*
haha!
and all I did for the rest of the day
sit in front of the TV
watch drama~
haha!

day3
Watching drama and nite OUT to poppy

day4
Cant wait for mommy to be home~
and Yea~ i've got so many things from mommy~
muax ♥

hehe xD

then I headed out to MJ Cafe for a drink with
supposingly 3 people as me and darl wanna whine about the previous nite out
LOL!
wanna make some people feel guilty only lo~

and then here comes today lar
damn sien in lecture..
haiz~

reali hate to go for classes nowadays
and summore it's a whole stretch frm 10am-8pm tomorrow
gila sial.....

hmm..
end of this..ahaha

oh yea btw
Happy Birthday Eric!!
♥

*writing another post*
=.=

Mulholland Drive

*As you can see from the previous post, I've tried very hard to upload this post but uploading the few hundred KBs of photos failed - almost everytime. And now, finally I've got this up; Don't mind reading as I didnt actually edit it. It was a post from last night - 10June 2:42am*

hmm..let me get out of the topic a lil before starting discussing about it

hmm..Well..
Today really I ride Yamaha TZM to uni
wow~
haha xD
Great Experience
Well..I guess tomorrow I'm gonna experience it again~

I attended one lecture and one tutorial today~
Lecture was a very boring one
Totally got no idea about it
just heard "yea yea yea"
=.=

look at our faces

Rainnie


hahaha!
B.O.R.E.D to D-E-A-T-H

Well..after the lecture
me and my classmates went lunch in SunWong Restaurant
It's been quite a long time ler

and I saw ZhiYuan lao shi and Andrew~
haha xD

mm..after that
Headed back for Film Studies Tutorial

and here is where I'm starting to talk about this title~
"Mulholland Drive"

as u can see..
our subject is - Film Studies
so..OBVIOUSLY
we are gonna watch many many movies and study about it
analyze and stuff like that

well
Movie of the Day
"Mulholland Drive"
by David Lynch



Starring Naomi Watts and Laura Harring

so..
What about this movie?
It's the WEIRD-est movie ever

why?because it is not in a chronological order
*bLur*
And it's like getting hints and guessing the story
Well yea..the plot is set
But after watching and discussing about it
Different people will have different interpretation
and therefore different stories formed.
The director did not give any explainations
it's up to us *the audiences* to think about it~

Well, it was merely about *dReaMs*
I dont think most people will get it at the first time they watched
hmm..okay~
and so I dunno how
*maybe I'm too free??*
I somehow seems like get addicted
or maybe..I dont like things being *unreveal*
I mean *mysteries unsolved*
I hate this feeling

So I sorta wanna make things clear
and then
I google it
"Mulholland Dr. by David Lynch
and look here what I've got?
It's really interesting ♥
Check Out!

Well..I guess that's all?
and yea
Happy Birthday to my sister-in-law Frennie
♥

oh yea oh yea
before I headed to bed
Lets see this

mY bRo and mE
hahaha~
*just something random*
♥

and so..I'm going to sLeEp now..
It's getting quite late~
haha!

♥I mIsS you..♥
*well you probably thinking
"you sicko! stOp that missing crap"*
It's like every post i need to write this rite?
haha xD

Well,
I do miss him mar..
=.=
let me express abit lar
haha

nitez peeps!
♥ xoxo ♥

P.I.S.S.E.D

I'm so damn F*CKING PISSED!

What the hell?!!
You think I no need to sleep izit?!!

Stupid CONNECTION!!
STUPID
AsshoLe
Bastard

What the hell you think you arE?!!
I pay for the service ok?!!

and this is what I get?
bLoOdie Hell!!
&$^#%^&^%

It's only a few hundreds KB of photos!!
I keep uploading and it keep on faileD?!!
for how long?!! the whole night!!

F*CK!!!
*tutts*

=.=

YOU SUCK!!

*Well..just to give out my unsatisfaction*
Dont JUDGE if you dont know me!

It S.U.C.K.S

hmm well well
yea my life suck going back to the uni
=.=

hmm..
Well first of all
My dad bought Toyota VIOS
wakaka xD

but sell Proton Wira lar..
the 15 year old car
*tak sampai hati-nyer*

Hmm..today *Monday*
was the day where it's 2nd week of my Year3 Sem2
and it suck
SUCK to the MAXxxXXxx!!

=.=
I hate everything in uni
EVERYTHING!
=.=

I guess only she knows wat izit about
need not to mention much

I'll keep it to myself~!
as
Well, High EQ i've got
♥
wakakaka!

hmm hmm
nevermind
but at least
Communication Law's lecture was fun
I ♥ the lecturer man~!
He's I.N.T.E.R.E.S.T.I.N.G

and
there are many things to be done for this new semester
- Collect Result slips
- Collect Student ID
- Pay Student Bill
=.=

hmm hmm..
Before my life gets anymore SUCKER
I went for movie on Sunday
*wanted for Night at The Museum 2"
but..
ended up
*Terminator Salvation*
err..for those who havent watch
It's not highly recommended
*merely my own opinion*

Well, the starter was a lil boring
mm~

and Just now
I went to Pasar Malam with my darl~
hehe xD
we bought 6 lashes and yea you've got the shoes~
heeh xD

err..pRincess ar..
if you so happen to see this..
don scold or whine my darL o~~!!

Lastly
I'm here to wish
Siang Ming and Feng Mey
Happy Birthday~!♥

hmm..you're gonna be dead on coming Saturday!
haha xD
tables reserved for 50 people
HeLL..so many people huh?
hhaha xD

Well don care lar
It's my sister-in-law's birthday on Wed..
haha xD
but she's in Sandakan
hmm well
still i'll sms her

talk about that
It was their Engagement Anniversary back on Yesterday 8June
白頭偕老哦！

heading to the bed now..
yay~
tomorrow i'm riding Yamaha TZM to uni~
wow~!♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

ngek ngek ngek
erm..but stil
uni sucks
-.-

and
twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder where u are?
♥

Tales of Four Fairies in OneUtama

Well well well
Four Fairies?

hmm..dreaming ar?
who are the fairies?
err..
hmm..tebal-nyer muka~
hahaha!

Well..
Every semester we had a so-called "gathering" for this four
富婆 wanna-be
haha~!

hmm..and this time
We actually spending our WHOLE day in One Utama Shopping Center
eat-eat-eat-eat and EAT!

So the first place we headed for Brunch is "Garden" located in New Wing
*next to StudioR or Reebok there*
don really remember
:)

actually I've mention this restaurant before
as we had our shooting there before during my internship

It's a very nice environment
Check out the menu

nice rite?
hehe xD

As i havent taken my breakfast and lunch
I ordered this Set Lunch - Spaghetti Carbonara

look nice?
well..it's Y-u-m-m-y~~ ♥

We chatted the whole afternoon and as well took reali nice photos with this nice settings of the restaurant~

See~


The 4 of us~


White Grand Piano~


Sweet~ ♥


me with the fLowEr~


muax muax

♥

Last but not least~
I ♥ this the most~!

Seems like i'm so into the flower~

Well..
after we finished our session in Garden Restaurant
We at first thinking of going to McD
but no seats and it's TOO noisy~
ahaha!
so we just bought the IceCream and then headed to ShiLin

err..wait..when was it?is the sequence correct?
hahaha xD

ok i don care~
but then~
We headed another shop for tea~ and teng for lunch~

hmm..it's a Vegetarian restaurant
Chat awhile and then we headed the sticker photos shop

and yea..
We took another series of it..
But it's not reali satisfiying
T.T

Nevermind lo hor?
at least we got the "treasure - 寳"
hahaha~

well..only we four know wat is this yea?
ehehe xD

after the photo session,
we headed Little Taiwan for Dinner~
and my favourite was the "Salted Chicked"~
erm..drinks - Peppermint Cappucino
♥ Peppermint + choc/coffee is alwiz the best~! ♥

and then we
chat chat chat chat and CHAT
till~~

Take a look at the parking receipt
=.=

rm11?!! from 11:43 to 22:21
haha~ 10 hours in 1Utama

you must be thinking
"these 4 gals...cRazie huh?!"

Well..one day is definitely not enough for us to chat
we can chat all we can~
so next plan,
When are we going Teng's house?
heheh xD

♥ you all~

Busy Days

Yea..the previous post..
It's was for him

The minute when I posted
"i'm still not over you and wondered when can we meet again?"
You called.

and It's been 2 weeks since we last met.
but still I'm happy you called ♥
At least I know....
I can be your companion
♥ and
I do misses you much
Do you?

Well..enough of that
Lets see..
As you all know
my uni reopen-ed!
and i'm Back to Uni
=.=

Yesterday,thursday 4June
I went to 1Utama again
Just to teman my dear gf to buy the perfume
DKNY Fresh Blossom
as she eagerly wants it!
haha
and she's SATISFIED once she got the perfume
PLUS!!
again..i bought another blouse..
=.=

SHOPAHOLIC me
=.=
Well, I dunno why recently i really spend alot on shopping
Usually I dont..
hmmm....
*W.E.I.R.D*

Well then, I went to the taekwando holiday camp briefing at Taman Megah
as Advisor, I was kinda strict?
mm..no hard feeling yea people..
We were just trying to train you guys up
Be STRONG and INDEPENDENT!
Do something and IMPRESS us..
Prove to us that you can!

and today..5th June Fri
Me and my brothers and also Willie
went to Wisma Bentley to look for
Ibanez Electric Guitar
hmm..supposingly
We have no class today
but as tomorrow is Agong's Birthday
so we gotta replace tml's class on today
summore the time is 6-8pm
=.=

and reali the class ended 8pm++!!
I was suppose to go dinner with my dear Abby and AhBan~
ish~
Unfortunately I was late lar
and Abby was waiting for me..
Sorry guys
mm..
then we headed Midvalley
*I thought 1U*
akakaka!

hmm..then we had our dinner at Yo!Sushi
*♥♥♥yay~ Japanese food again♥♥♥*
hmm..ok ok only lo
but quite expensive also ler..
I prefer ♥♥Zanmai Sushi♥♥
xD

and then when I reached home
My brother was just wanting to go out
haha~

and he's not back yet at this time
haha
Well, this weekends I'm gonna be busy again~
wow~
haha

I cant wait for tomorrow~!
I'm meeting up my uni-foundation besties
♥♥Teng, Rainnie and Steph♥♥
and funny, We said all of us gonna wear skirt tomorrow
need to make up summore
haha!

mm..11am~
kakaka xD
bet we have much to chat yea~!
♥

and nite, I'm heading to Scarlet again
haha
WenYi and KC is celebrating their bday thr

and coming soon
BabyBoy's birthday~
akakaka xD
Gonna go poppy again~
♥

ok ok..better plan all my time nicely
mm..but first and for most..
I gotta sleep now

goodnite people
and
my ♥DigI-DiarY♥
:P